Heartbreak Kings: An enemies to lovers reverse harem romance by Sedona Venez

Author:Sedona Venez [Venez, Sedona]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2021-01-25T18:30:00+00:00

Chapter 13

Sabine

Midterms were looming, and I was on track to get good grades—if I could stop being distracted by thoughts of the Gentlemen. All five of them seemed to have an interest in me—but all five had also deceived and antagonized me in the past, and I didn’t know whether I could fully trust what Daniel had told me. And even though I had every reason to be pissed as hell at all of them, that wasn’t what I felt when I thought of them. Not even when I thought of that hot asshole Jude.

As much as I knew that he deserved to have me tell him to go fuck himself, I just couldn’t bring myself to consider it anymore. Yell at him, sure, but not shoo him off entirely. Trusting him after that, however, was another matter entirely. Even if he had been putting on an act when he had been so damn insulting, I didn’t know whether I could trust someone who could invoke that kind of behavior in himself. It was one reason I had never dated any drama students. Once you knew they could pretend to be someone else so fluently, how could you trust them to be genuine?

But still, I needed to push Jude and all the rest of them out of my head and focus. Midterms. Four papers, one project, five standard exams, all in the next two and a half weeks. I had started prewriting for some papers, but every time I tried to get another few paragraphs out, I stared out the window instead. Thinking of them. Again.

Blake’s intensity, softening with affection.

Marcus’s humor and wit, tempered by warmth.

Daniel’s charm, improved by sincerity.

Nathaniel’s strange, detached brilliance, warmed by desire.

Jude’s smoking-hot body, made more attractive by his figuring out when to keep his damn mouth shut.

I couldn’t decide which, on that primal sexual level that made my thighs rub together when I stopped to think about it.

I liked Marcus the most. I was most impressed by Blake. Daniel knew how to make me blush with a bit of gentle teasing. Nathaniel’s air of mystery only made me want to know more about him. And Jude, well, I wanted to see just who he was behind that virtuoso asshole performance. Not to mention that I couldn’t get the way Jude moved out of my head.

Dating five guys…at the same time.

What the hell am I thinking, contemplating that kinky unconventional romantic scenario?

Deciding between them didn’t just feel natural. I didn’t want to choose. Was I poly? Or was I just greedy?

I needed to get my head back into school, not my lustful longing. It didn’t help that it was so damn cold. I had thought I’d left behind the worst of the cold when I had moved out of the Catskills. But when I observed the scene outside, I could see frost forming on the lawn, leaving it glistening in a way that promised slippery-ass ice in the morning. I would have to keep to the salted walkways.

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